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buhaybabae:

this is how you ask a girl out

buhaybabae:

this is how you ask a girl out

this!

this!

We’re used to be like this, then “I don’t know” happened

Life lately…

I feel happy, kilig, ahhhhhh, like everything is just at bliss. Everything just feels alright today. Or maybe it’s just the cheerful playlist I’m currently listening to? Lol whatever.

I never felt the need to stop the chaos that goes inside my head until these past few days and I’m just really happy that after having these bothersome thoughts, I am okay, completely calm and relaxed now. I just had problems with my own thoughts and with my group of friends. Some kind of misunderstandings and whatnots. You know myself is just so weird. My mind is confusing and thinking in circles. Why do I have to confuse myself *cries I remember getting really frustrated at myself for not knowing what to do. -__-  I want to scold myself! I can’t think of the right things to do, can’t think straight either. 

I came to a point where I hated people. Being misunderstood. Being used. Being the one who should always beg for people to stay. Being forgotten. Being rejected. Being lied by people I care the most. Being left alone. Being the topic when I’m not around. I lost my trust, I don’t want to talk to anybody, I want to escape them. I think that people always bring me down, they disregard my feelings and boundaries, they make me feel so small and they cause me pain

But after reflecting and talking to certain people and special friends, I came to a realization that:

  • It’s all about acceptance
  • The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do
  • Ignore people who think they know you more than you do
  • The world is full of monsters with friendly faces
  • You cannot please everybody
  • Never sacrifice who you are just because someone has a problem with it

Bruuuh what the hell, I don’t give a damn anymore :-) I can’t do anything ‘bout it. Life is simple, people are complicated. I’ll try to reorganize my thoughts and my point of view. They said that it’s okay to let people in, that I’ll be surprised with what’ll happen if only I’ll look at it in a different perspective. I said, Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, we’ll see :-)

 

"The fact that you’re struggling doesn’t make you a burden. It doesn’t make you unloveable or undesirable or undeserving of care. It doesn’t make you too much or too sensitive or too needy. It makes you human. Everyone struggles. Everyone has a difficult time coping, and at times, we all fall apart. During these times, we aren’t always easy to be around — and that’s okay. No one is easy to be around one hundred percent of the time. Yes, you may sometimes be unpleasant or difficult. And yes, you may sometimes do or say things that make the people around you feel helpless or sad. But those things aren’t all of who you are and they certainly don’t discount your worth as a human being. The truth is that you can be struggling and still be loved. You can be difficult and still be cared for. You can be less than perfect, and still be deserving of compassion and kindness."
— Daniell Koepke (via buhaybabae)